Summer Fever

May-June-July.

Watch out boys and girls, it's a summer days! Actually not. This is Malaysia. We have only three seasons. Hot, Hotter, Hottest. And this quarter, it's the hottest season ever, almost equal to summer. Or rather hotter than summer actually. It's the season where you would sweat helplessly even without moving your body. It's the season where you are likely to fell ill over and over again. It's the season where you get tanned even if stay inside the house. Where the sales of air-cond are most likely to jump up!

I'd a cold for a week. Up till this day I still have a flu. Doctor says drink a lot of water. Take the antibiotics. If only he knew that I actually swallow a gallons of water a day, keep revisiting the washroom more than 10 times a day and hope that the he would give me more antibiotic because the pack that he gave me is already finished yet my nose is still running. ~.~ Luckily I don't have any classes anymore, if not, I would've escape for a week!

Anyway, I'll just keep myself fit for the upcoming driving classes. Another hot-day schedule.

Get a good rest.

Drink a lot. Again and again.

Eat fruits.

Wear cotton.

An apple a day keep the doctor away

What is Love?

by J.Lo

People told me I should write a love song
Girl you sound so angry
You could use some variation
But I'm lonely
Negative relations
I’ve been hurt so many times
I don't have the patience

But I wish, for so long
For someone to come and show me, lead by example, coz I've been waiting
I've tried every age
I'm so tired of the game
I wanna be somebody's girl

Would you show me the way..

What if,
I never find and I'm left behind
Should I keep hopin’ for love
What if,
I'm still the same,
Status doesn't change
Gotta keep hopin’ for love

What is love? What is love? What is love?
Somebody show me
What is love? What is love? What is love?
Coz if you told me
What is love? What is love? What is love?
I wouldn't be lonely
What is love?
Please show me…
What is love?

I've had blind dates
Hooked up with some real flakes
I've gone out with church boys, musicians are the worst
I've tried so hard
Coz I'm just so die hard
Try my best to play the part
Wish you could see inside

But I wish, for so long
For someone to come and show me, me by example, coz I've been waiting
I've tried every age
I'm so tired of the game
I wanna be somebody's girl

Would you show me the way..

What if,
I never find and I'm left behind
Should I keep hopin’ for love
What if,
I'm still the same,
Status doesn't change
Gotta keep hopin’ for love

What is love? What is love? What is love?
Somebody show me
What is love? What is love? What is love?
Coz if you told me
What is love? What is love? What is love?
I wouldn't be lonely
What is love?
Please show me
What is love?

What is love?

I've been alone for the past three years on valentine's day
Christmas is no exception
Birthday's with naughty presents
Been back n forth, same action
I just need this to happen
I've been singin’ love's praises

If you would show me
What if,
I never find and I'm left behind
Should I keep hopin’ for love
What if,
I'm still the same,
Status doesn't change
Gotta keep hopin’ for love

What is love? What is love? What is love?
Somebody show me
What is love? What is love? What is love?
Coz if you told me
What is love? What is love? What is love?
I wouldn't be lonely
What is love?
Please show me..
What is love? (x9)

Facing The Annoyance

Where's the place that you could be annoyed the most? FB. Where else? Where the home displays people's thought, here and then. This is just some piece of crap that you would find. This is the piece that ANNOYED me the most.

From the:

Posters:

• Pics

          >> Good morning y'all.  Upload face with smile.

          >> 4 hours later, Having lunch. Upload the same face with smile.

        >> 2 hours later. Hi, tea-time. Upload the very same face with the very typical smile.

          >> Night. Good night olz. Upload the same things. Again.

Just woke up. So? Must you show your 'so-fresh-look?' Having lunch so? What does that have to do with the smiling face? Tea-time. So? Where's the tea? At your face? Night. So? Must everybody see your face before you go to sleep maaa?

• I miss you, I love you, honey, bee, etc... 

If you want to mate, go and make a private wall where only you and your lover can see those word. Haizzz, so tiring and itchy.

• F***, S***, She's so annoying, he's so stupid....

Everybody can get mad. But pouring the wall with a damnicious word is such an eyesore. You just make more and more people swear back. 

• Single-In relationship, In relationship-Single...

What, you think you're the only one with the relationship here? One moment you're single and the next second you're engaged. And for the next few days change it again. And another coming days change it again. Is your relationship that troublesome? Then don't go coupling lorrr....

• A posters who like his/her own status

Lame. 

Likers:

• Who like every comment on the board

Either psychopath, doesn't has anything to do, top-liker wannabe, desperately want to get a public attention.

• Who like a simple post that actually has no meaning at all. Like "huh." "owh". "hurm." 1000 likes. =.=

This part- I don't understand. What's so awesome with such expression? Cool? 


Me-Jealous? Nope. Annoyed. Definitely.

Lovely Complex

There's a guy, who love me. I let him go.

There's a guys, who like me. I drive them away.

There's a guy, who will never ever look at me. I 'crave' for him.

This feeling haunts me like forever and ever. He's having a life full of colors. I'm having a roller coaster feeling for him over and over again. Tiring.


I hate it.


If this is love, then love = torture.

Temptation of Anger

Here's a situation,

Someone's talking about you. They tell rumors. They simply judge. Without knowing the story behind the scene. Without courage to ask the real things happening. The rumors goes around. Around and around and it got juicier and spicier days by days. You've something else going on and everything is just so hard. It's like you against the world. As if it's not enough, the other party keep pushing and cornering you to the limit till there's a narrow line before your head going crazy. Literally mean CRAZY. Not just mad, but INSANE, LUNATIC.

All of us happened to experience this situation. What did you do? What would you do? 

For the extremely kind, soft-hearted or easy-going type, they wouldn't even think about it. This is an exception. 

As for people like me, a hot-tempered one, I throw my temper tantrum. Do all the silly pathetic thing to express my anger. I always said that I'd be cool. I'm INNOCENT. I shouldn't do stupid things like they did. I shouldn't nag like them, I shouldn't curse like them, I shouldn't tell pathetic story like them, days and nights, I shouldn't even think about it! If I do what they did, then I'll be the one like them.

BUT, as hard as I try to ignore it, I just fail to to fight my own anger. Really, the strongest person is the person who can hold his own anger. And I, I'm the weakest person ever. I can never control my anger. The least thing that I can do to hold it is by smacking things (trying my hardest to reduce the force and banging sound). 

At the end of the day, I'll repent all the stupid thing that I'd done. I always do that. Feeling so stupid. 

So, from now on, I'll try best, my hardest ever, to hold my anger. To uphold my utmost patience to deal with it.  I'll see how much is this 'hardest' and the 'best' goes. I try, I try...

I wouldn't curse. I won't swear. I won't talk anything bad. I wouldn't tell and nag. 

I'll smile. I'll be quiet. I'll be patient. I'll pray. I'll be thankful to God for not letting me do stupid things like they did. 

Al-Anfal:66

[Now Allah has lightened your (task), for He knows that there is weakness in you. So if there are of you a hundred steadfast persons, they shall overcome two hundred, and if there are a thousand of you, they shall overcome two thousand with the Leave of Allah. And Allah is with As-Sabirin (the patient ones, etc.).]

La takhaf, la tahzan, innallaha ma'ana...

Nice Cover~ Part 1

Ask yourself, when you stand in front of the rack, in the bookstore, opt to buy a novel, what thing caught your attention first? The blurb? The author? The type of the book? Leave out the special exception for the 'wish-list', just think, which novel would you buy when go survey the novel randomly? As for me, the first thing that attract my attention is of course, the cover. Nice cover, good author, loving story~ just perfect! So, here's the first part of the novel's cover that I like. (Ignoring the story, ignoring the author and ignoring the publisher). Anyway- the 1st part only displayed the novel from Buku Prima. Not because I'm a fan or whatever, simply because I found most of the design by the publisher is creative and beautiful. Feast my eyes!

               

The big black one is the one that I like the most. Simply creative and nice typography. Like the author, Like the story. Y

It's a long, long break!

For these 6 month, I, Eyeris will use every second of the moment to enjoy myself. This would be the first time that I'll spent so much time doing things other than studies and critical thinking... or torturing physical training! I love it! Some say go to work, some say have a vacation, some say find boyfriend- which I gave them back a big grin in return~ Work? I'm a lazybone, though money is my greatest desire right now. Vacation? There's where money come to the question. Boyfriend? Tired of lousy lame men right now. So what would I do? hehehehe...


#1 Read all the novel(brand new) novelS that I bought, the novel that my sister brought, novels that my mom borrowed. 


#2 A must-routine job: booked as my mom's assistant at the office. So half a day I would spent sometime to do office work, at the office. And got to dress up. =.=


#3 Shopping. Which I love so much! Yet, when I remember that my purse is as flat as a deflated balloon, this one is totally out of question. Coz when I shop, I shop a lot. Even if I manage to get out of the shop with 1 stuff in the hands, it sure cost a lot. Really A-LOT!

#4 Movies, Music and Food. Enjoy the luxury of getting a free stuff at home. =)


#5 Social service. Do some house chores. Just some! Once a lazybone is always a lazybone. As I'm too lazy to do the daily cleaning, the least thing that I could help is to reduce the mess. 


#6 Do girls things. Gossip, dress up, make-up(very rare), window shopping(if possible), flirt (just a little- to kill time)